iam not open book for everyone Lets get to know each other more))).
My sexuality represents a core aspect, perhaps the core aspect, of my identity. Because this digital space is the realm in which I can express my sexuality most freely, I view my chatroom as my home on the internet.
My story begins as one of seeking out and embracing seduction as a personal source of power. Seduction similarly to money, is a taboo in this culture and is thought to be negative. Both money and seduction in itself is not negative. However, they are a power source that holds the potential to be positive or negative, dependent significantly upon the person wielding it. Suddenly faced with unfamiliar financial burdens in my Sophmore year in college and unwilling to relinquish a newfound sense of independence, I began a novice career as a camgirl. Nearly immediately, I was able to contextualize myself within the field of sex-work, aware of the sociocultural stigma associated with my work but unwilling to burden myself by it. Just as art had always been a crucial form of communication and self-expression, seduction emerged as a relatively newfound, and yet still overwhelmingly powerful, channel for defining and conveying my identity as a woman. Through webcam work, my grossly disempowering fear of losing my independence was transformed to a conversely empowering sense that I had found my life’s work.
Seduction is art, and art is seduction. My initial experience on a cam site was one in which I was thrown to the proverbial wolves and charged to defend myself, and defend myself I did. While I was affected by derogatory remarks and the socially supported stigma associated with what I was doing, I was more affected and shaped by my ability to not only heal these wounds but become fueled by them. In the three years since I began my work as a camgirl, I have found what works for me and what does not, what empowers me and what robs me of my power.
Emerging as most integral to my work has been forging connections between creative expression and sex-work; this, to me, is my truest path. In using aerial silks, creative lighting, and still photography, I am able to combine seduction with creativity and, more saliently, use what I know to help others and inspire other women in my field to feel empowered to express themselves. In embracing vulnerability as not necessarily an antonym to empowerment, I have found that my most important life’s role, thus far, is to charge myself to honor my own truths, seek out my own power sources, embrace the meaningful connection between sexuality and creativity, and how figuring out how this can affect others positively. I have fostered my success now with my friends in my room, as a graduate of a Fine Arts University, prosperous cam-girl, woman strong in her powers of seduction and a loyalty and compassion for others. After all, life is too short to live under other’s negative expectations. Before we can care about others, which includes respect, compassion, empathy and kindness, we need to be grateful and happy to be exactly who we are.
Turn on: Real gentleman who knows how to treat a woman.
Turn off: Slow internet , rude guys traffic on roads lol.
Follow a few simple rules and we will have an amazing time :
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2.Don't be rude; be nice to me and my regulars and say "Hello" and "Bye".
3.I love to chat and have fun conversations with you guys, so don't be a party breaker.
4.NO begging allowed. If you have a request, ask me within my chat-room of send me a message.
5.Don't post too many emoticons or links in my room; you'll get a permanent BAN. This is supposed to be a FUN place, not an advertising contest.
6.I don't do Skype shows, so be nice and don't ask for my contact details.
7.I love to watch you masturbate, view your CUM or rate your dick, but I prefer to do that for TIPS or in PVT.
Anana! You are number 1 to me on every site but I hope to see you really at number 1 on here so you can get the prize you deserve
Don't just watch, be part of the action!